My Lover... (huh?)

I logged in to Myspace for the first in like a week. Many things I didn't know were happening. The biggest thing was that a pic of Shin was uploaded. Only, this is not the Shin we usually see. Another part of Shin was revealed. I had seen him cross dress before but only one photo (below)







I did think this photo was hot. The one I saw today is this:


I guess I like it better when the hair is blonde. At first I couldn't believe it because the last photo I saw of him was this:

Quite a big change, isn't it? Although I wasn't really sure it was him, I didn't think it was definitely NOT him either. I did get a slight feeling the woman in the photo is Shin. The tattoo confirmed it.

It seems like drummer Shin aka Mr. Hangover leads a second life as Rosetta Brown now that Cinema Bizarre has stopped. I read in another wedsite that she (I'll say "she" although I don't know what she wants to be called.) is currently working at a gay bar in Berlin. I think she looks better blonde but anyway. I'll totally go to the place where she's working if I have a chance!

My English Skills And My Teacher

Yesterday, I was really pissed off because of what my class teacher had said. He said he heard someone talk about a student who had been living abroad and came back to Japan. He wanted to say that the student's English hadn't changed since they came back which means the English is (sort of) childish.

Most likely this message was directed to me since I'm similar to that situation. Did he think that I didn't know my English is sophisticated? Well, I fucking do realize that, thank you. You don't need to let me know. My English has probably not changed since I was staying in England in 2003. I know I lack vocabulary and general knowledge and all the other things I should know by now. When the teacher told us about this in class, I thought, "Yeah we all know we can't speak or read or write English, so why don't you stop talking and get on with the class??"

This sounds harsh and I know I'm being mean to my teacher. I've been like this right from April (Japanese schools start in April). I usually don't like English teachers because they don't like me. But I hate the teacher I have now more than the other teachers I had before because he sometimes makes appalling remarks. The one that astonished me the most is this. After the sports meet, he said in front of the whole class, "I didn't think our class will win a prize because there are more female students in our class than the other classes do." I was so appalled that I didn't know what to think. Did he really just say that? It's sexual harassment, I thought. I should've complained but I didn't... Damn! Another thing I remember is when he tried to read "weary", he pronounced it "willy." I tryed my best not to laugh... What made it more embarrassing is that he didn't realized he said something funny! lol

PS I'm dead if the teacher reads this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Obsession #2

OK... Here goes the 2nd of my favorites....

5, Singing

I love singing when I'm alone. I too shy to sing in front of people. But I post "Me Singing" vids on Youtube. Is that singing in public? Well I don't know. I sometimes get comments like "You suck" but I get quite good comments too so I guess I'm not that bad.

I've never been to a karaoke bar even though there's one right in front of where I live.

6, The L Word

I've been watching the lesbian drama, The L Word for about 2 years. I download it from Youtube and put it in my iPod and watch it in bed before I go to bed because I don't want my parents to know I'm watching it. (I have quite a lot of things I keep a secret.)

The drama series ended last year and I've watched up to season 5 out of 6 seasons.

My favorite character is Shane McCutcheon but I think all the characters are great.

The sweetest couple is, in my opinion, was Alice Pieszecki and Dana Fairbanks. Alice is a radio dj and Dana is a pro tennis player. They were so funny together although they went though many difficulties.

Sadly, the character of Dana died of breast cancer. That episode was just so heartbreaking... RIP Dana.

My obsessions

I will list my random favorites.

1, My mum's feet.
They are small and cute. My dad's are big and pointed which makes them UGLY!!! The only good thing about his feet is that they don't smell bad.



2, Shin
Shin is the drummer of the German band Cinema Bizarre. (Cinema Bizarre has recently paused their activities.)In my opinion, Shin is the hottest guy in the band but many fans like the vocalist, Strify. Since the band stopped their activities, Shin changed his name to Mr. Hangover. Also, his username in twitter is cherrybumbum! TOTALLY CUTEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!


3, Teacher
I'm obsessed with the teacher who taught me English last year. He was the first English teacher I thought was good. The English teachers I had in junior high school all sucked so I was excited to have a good teacher. He doesn't teach me this year but when I recalled his classes, I realized - HE'S CUTE! I mean, he's in his 40s but the way he walks and moves is...I can't describe it but... He sort of moves like a jellyfish. I know it sounds weird but I think he's cute. If I had to choose between Shin and the teacher, it would be a hard decision!


4, Sexuality issues
Not only my sexuality issues but also the way other people think about sexual minorities is a very important issue for me. I'll probably post things about this.

That's it for now. Here is the song "My Obsession" by Cinema Bizarre form the album Toyz.

Introduction: Whatever blog

I made this blog yesterday (which isn't really a good thing to do before an end-of-term test). The reason I named it "whatever" is because I'm going to write whatever I want to, whenever I want to. The posts might not be regular but whatever. I might not spell things right but whatever.

My English teacher said it would be a good idea to start a blog because I write so much random things in my notebook. I'm very thankful. It will be easier to read if it's typed like this - my writing is very bad!